This is why I love Portland ♥
May 20th, 2013
Perspective. When people view me as the person who always needs help or people do things for me. I already feel pretty useless, so it really doesn’t help. And don’t tell me how people always have to do things for me. I never asked for or wanted it. I’m sorry if I come off that way, but I’d rather not burden people.
Being home when no one is out of school makes being home pretty quiet. I miss being around people.
It is so easy to feel so insignificant and small.
I am so worried about certain upcoming conflicts. But I know it’s summer, and I’m just trying to relax.
May 16th, 2013
One more final to go! I can’t say I did amazingly on the other ones but I know I tried my best in regards to the circumstances. It can only go uphill from here!
I can’t wait to go home! This Saturday, I’ll be back in good, ol’ PDX! Though I have to admit I wish I was staying to see everyone graduate. But in a way, I’m glad I don’t have to say goodbye. We’ll meet again!
Assumptions, people just make them without paying attention or listening to the facts. But at least that’s better than ignoring that I said the assumption is not true. Who are you to dictate what you think should be going on my life? And it saddens me that they don’t even consider asking me. Am I not worth the time for clarification? I suppose not. It doesn’t annoy me as much as it hurts.
My mom dropped off her cooking for finals week and it’s the best thing ever. I love her cooking!
Time to study for one more test 8-11am tomorrow! Then I’ll be done!
